I've been avoiding writing a blog post for two months. I was originally going to write about feminism and my feelings on female social issues as a gamer who likes makeup and t-shirts and cookies as far as the eye can see. Unfortunately I'm not just a lazy procrastinator; I'm a lazy procrastinator who has more fears than she can count. My most extreme fear is that of failure. Original, I know.
So since my last post I've been cowering in my filthy home, afraid to put myself out there. Writing is very personal for me; it's like cutting off a tiny portion of my soul to share. What's worse is that I'm sharing it on the internet which might as well be a pit of angry trolls that feast on grammatical errors and insecurities. I could easily avoid it. I don't need to show anyone anything I've created but I know I would be disappointed in myself if I didn't push my (extremely strict and grumpy) boundaries.
So! Assuming that anyone reads this, feel free to give me things to write about! It's easier to write about whatever you want but I'm not looking for easy. Except when it comes to my women! I'm really scraping the bottom of the comedy barrel and I don't regret it.
I'm terrified and growing increasingly neurotic but I think I enjoy writing. To hopefully ensure that I keep writing I'm going to set a goal: I'm going to write at least one post every week, solid topic or not. I hope you'll join me on my terror-filled journey.
-Kat
Also! My gamer tag whenever possible will be GenghisKhat and hopefully you'll be seeing some YouTube videos put out under that name. That's also my name on Twitter so feel free to follow me like a loving stalker.
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